this is quite an achievement for me…haven’t been late for the past 3 weeks…yahoooo! that means, no deduction on my salary this coming payday..haha!

You beast!

Told you not to look

I am troubled

Deeply

I feel harmed

Ashamed

Stop staring!

You’re like an eagle

Gawking at its prey

I’m not one

Not yielding

To someone

Whose sanity’s like yours

You don’t know me

For sure

You just look

At the border

Not mindful

Of the things eternal

Peep into my soul

Try not to be

A predator

A sucker

Be someone

Whose heart is pure

Whose mind unsoiled

if bands can be disbanded, can churches be dischurched?

i know, i know. tell me im wrong.

but if there’s such a word, just tell me. i might start doing it.

> suddenly..everything’s being broken at home..the microwave,tv, cd player, cdrom, keyboard..and noooooow the monitor..sheesh…i dont like this…good thing my mind and heart are still intact…eeeh!

> i have to shake something off and step up…i’ve already been raised from the mud..i know that and i’ll forever be grateful to the One..

> tsktsktsk…my tsktsktsk goes…im trying to seal my mouth …i’m trying to cover my ears…i dont wanna hear another word from anybody…senseless words…shut up!!!

> rants..rants…rants…reah rants again…yeah..im back peeps!!!

my dreams are shattered because of a past irresponsible…maybe i’m meant to suffer…that i’m not meant for that kind of happiness..i desire to have the universe in the palm of my hands…if only…if only they would learn…learn to see the reality…that the past, present, and future are different from each other…

i wonder if my blog is still being read. hmmmm….i am so disapponted i can’t blog with heart. gosh..i have to do something about this. fast. i just dont wanna leave y’know. this has been my home..my portal….in a world unseen.

everytime i have something on my mind to blog about…i’d get all excited coz finally i can post some new entry. but hey..almost always..there’s no keyboard or pen or paper around. and by the time im in front of the pc, i’d forget all about them. talk about a blogger’s problem. always the case. always the problem

anyway, since i want to and i’ve gotta post something with sense here…

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er…maybe next time..

so i changed my template again..white really is boring…need to fix this up….my blog is getting booooooring…

(cmon reah..you can do better than this…)

this white background is kinda boring..isn’t it? i’ve been using that black template for months so i decided to change…but still..white is boring…sheesh…

btw, stripe is officially a rockstar..haha! so that means..i’m currently dating a rockstar..yay!wehehe..