exactly one month ago, i made someone really happy. how could i forget the day i planned oh so well. i love suprises! and boy..was he suprised..haha! he had the shock of his life when i told him that i’m taking our friendship to the next level. mushy..mushy…

i am really getting fat..im having a hard time fitting some of my jeans…oh God, have mercy on me. don’t comment on this. i’ll hate you forever.

i love my work. i love my team. i love the environment. i have the coolest boss and officemates. the compensation is well…okay…but i’m really hoping for a nice raise come march..

til now, i can’t seem to have the heart to blog about how i really feel about certain things in my life.

34 months to go….

seems like my blog friends are also on a hiatus. what’s with the blog world? is it me? or is it just the weather…i cant seem to blog a decent entry. i can’t write. considering that i write for a number of clients a day. why can’t i just write for my own site? i long for the day when i can just blog away before i close my eyes. i long for the day when i can finally have the courage to spill everything on my mind.

blog..blog..blog…glogloglog..ulp! aaaah!

i am barely breathing people..barely breathing…

Tuesday, January 18

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Reah
2. Yang/Eyang
3. Rei

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Bunsoy
2. Blueberry
3. Bathsheba

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I know a lot of things
2. I can be very kind and very generous..:p
3. I’m also good in housekeeping

THREE THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I don’t trust myself too much
2. 2. I can be very paranoid when it comes to certain things
3. I can be very nosy..no..I am nosy.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Tagalog
2. Chinese
3. Italian…hawhaw!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. not being able to bear a child
2. be defiled
3. knowing some people precious to me will go to hell if I don’t act now

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. water and milk
2. music
3. message or call from josh

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. black denim skirt
2. white spandex tee
3. watch

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. 13 NEEDLES!!!! Rak!
2. my church’s band
3. Kitchie Nadal

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Coca Cola’s new song
2. Cab One
3. Run

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. buy a new pc
2. study
3. travel

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. marriage eventually
2. transparency
3. acceptance

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (guess which one’s the lie):
1. I currently hate mcdo fries
2. I love God more than anybody else
3. I hate music

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. the intellect
2. height…er..not really…:p
3. faith in my God

1. disobey my Lord
2. give up on josh
3. exercise

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. clean and rearrange my room
2. listen to music…with my 4-way surround speaker system…aaaah..
3. think

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. be with my josh
3. shout

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING: THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN’T DO:

1. motherhood
2. become a girl’s shop owner
3. social work

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Europe
2. Thailand
3. Palawan

THREE KID’S NAMES:
1. Rhema
2. Diandra
3. Maura

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married…(and to quote kaligay “with that goes everything that a married couple can do”)
2. have a baby
3. lead many people to the Lord

The sun finally came out and I’m soooooooo happy. Yihee!

Today will be somebody else’s very lucky day.

my first entry for the new year:

wala.wala.wala.

there.

i promise i will be back. i’m just not in the mood (as always). contemplating on something reeeeeeeeeaaally important to me.

They came in droves

I didn’t know

Any of them

Not one, not all

Nothing

I am puzzled

Forlorn

But grateful

Of these

though I suffer

Words’ll flow

I know

Inevitably

Level up

then down

Mind is filled

Infinitely asking

The reasons

Why such things

Just do happen

stripe is playing at the nu rock awards. how cool is that?! next time i know, i’ll be walking the red carpet with him sashaying the most fab clothes. haha!

snippets

> halikinu or barbie??? the latter…
> hilung-hilo na ko..waaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
> had no driver last night…shucks! so i had to commute..ride at the back of the trike coz i was running late for my rendezvous with jm…sheesh!
> had to commute again this morning..usok—i hate!!!
> i’ve been OT-ing(ano daw?) …grabe…ako ba to?!
> i have a new fone..was supposed to buy a motorola but fortunately twas out of stock…walking past that megacell stall at the shang’s foodcourt..saw another phone that i’ve been wanting to buy..geeez..the phone was calling my attention so i had to heed…can i help it? it’s been 2 weeks and now i ask…”new phone???so what?”…that’d be the last..im not buying another one…unless…unless…unless…
> so, the needles would be shooting their music video and they won’t be getting amanda or jolina m..siyaks!gusto ko pa naman si jolens!!! haha..ok diba..stig! para agaw-atensyon…sikat agad! yiha! mismo!
> i’ts still unofficial…
> i want pink,white,light blue,and black jackets!!!
> i’m praying for an ipod or a digicam…hope besty reads this..
> squatter…that’s what i am…hard to work when you’re not on your station..aaargh!
> i don’t mind being married to a rocker..as long as there’s lot of moolah..hahahaha!
> i wanna buy a new guitar..God, pengeng lotsa money?hihihi..
> to date or not to date a student…mali..to date or not to date a working girl….belat!