Lord You know my heart
And all my desires
And the secret things I never tell
Lord You know them well
Though I may be young
I see and understand
That at times like sheep we go astray
When things get out of hand
So I promise to be true to You
To live my life in purity as unto You
Waiting for the day
When I hear You say
here is the one I have created just for You
Until then oh Lord
I will be content
Knowing that true love
Will come someday
It will only come from You
Cause I have seen the suffering
That loneliness can cause
When we choose to give our love away
Without a righteous cause
Here’s one song that I love singing. I’d like to sing it someday in public not with a whole band, but just with someone(ÜÜÜ) playing it in the guitar. Just so the people would know the cry of my heart. I like the melody and the message of course. Plus, its not too high. I can sing it without trying too hard. You know, I can’t sing high notes so Jaci’s songs are so okay for me as compared to Rachel Lampa’s, or Stacie’s or Crystal Lewis’..or heck, Darlene Zcshech’s!!!
Anyway, I am surprised that the song is sometimes being played over Wave and Magic. I’ve heard them play it many times already. Glad to know that those radio stations play Christian songs like it. Actually, I’ve been hearing some of Jaci’s songs over Magic. Good.
Why the song? Mmmm…Valentines is near. Wait, I’m not trying to be mushy here. Its just that I’m really happy. And I just want to share the message of the song with you. The song has already made me cry because somebody actually sang it for me. I was so frustrated that time so I just asked him to study the song. I wanted to sing it but surprise!surprise!, he sang it for me…as a gift. I cried because I felt that God was so good to me. Yun. No need to elaborate.
I don’t have a boyfriend yet. It would be __ years from now before I officially become ___’s girlfriend (uuuy!). I haven’t given my heart wholly to a guy. I almost did eons ago(ewww!) But good thing God took me away before I get really hurt. He made me realize so many things. God must be smiling when He was doing that because He has greater plans for me. Really. ÜÜÜ
I am just waiting for that day when God would tell me that “this” is the one. Maybe I have already met him, maybe not. Whatever I am in right now, I pray that God would continue to hold me. I dread the day that I’ll know otherwise. I dread the day that God would tell me that he has different plans. That would surely hurt. But I know that that is the future meant for me.
mode | happy!!!
music | hillsong – need you here