i want to jump into the river and say goodbye forever…but then again..i value my life so much. it’s just that some people irritate me..no..not some…a LOT…i’m beginning to hate the evil that surrounds. i can never defend myself if it weren’t for the grace of God that holds me.
graced i am.
maybe..just maybe…there is a message beneath all these atrocities. i just need to decode it. the sooner the better so the hurt would just go away.
i cry. i weep. every night i remember what they did..and what they are currently doing. God has placed this burden on me and i know i shouldn’t ignore it. and to carry them ’til His kingdom comes.