Wait.Its gonne be worth it.

Time goes slowly
Placidly amid the truth

It’ll be sooner than one thinks

Than what you pray for

Awaken. Love that was.

Kept for so long

Carefully put into place

So as not to mess

The bond you so cherish

Destiny. There is truth to it.

It just lies out there

Not wandering as known

Quietly it lands

On enduring hands

Loving hearts

Beautiful minds

Love. Such a strong word.

It goes before you

Creeps into your soul

Lurks unknowingly

To those who believe

There is someone

The heavens

Would graciously give

It’s just so hard when you think you’re okay then people would suddenly ask you why things are going as such… why I’m like this. I hate it when I see people doing things I don’t like. I know they have their reasons. I shouldn’t compare. I know. I shouldn’t like them to me. I know I’m different. I know they are. But we do live in the same world. How come we’re so much different? How come “they’re” like that?? Oh please…I hate this.

i hate it!!! friendster is unavailable today!!!aaaargh! i can’t take it really..i want my friendster!!!!NOW!!!! what is wrong with the friendster people? this i must say is injustice..just bad…cruel…hell!!! oh no!!! how am i supposed to see my friendsters??? huhuhu…

mode | loves babies

music | colt 45 commercial
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ive never felt so alone. i don’t know why im feeling this way. my hormones are down today. i just had a good cry. was bursting with joy then suddenly felt something. irritated. i am.

mode | tsakit ulo

music | over the rainbow – eva cassidy

i’ll be taking my last exam for my entire school life tom.er, later….and i still havent studied…aaaargh! i dont know how to start!!this is bad..just too bad…

mode | sick

music | electric fan

grabe!!nakaka-adik ang friendster!!!sino pa bang nandun???kayo nga mag-friendster na rin para happy… http://www.friendster.com

once again, the showbiz people have taken over the news scene. Kris and Joey are at it again. Eversince Kris disclosed that Joey pointed a gun on her, much have been said on the issue. From the masa to the socialites, everybody’s talking about it. The media are taking advantage of the situation. They’re feasting on both kris and joey, but more specifically on the former who appears to be the poor victim. The seemingly intelligent programs on tv are even using them as topics. Oh well…that’s how the ‘media’ makes money. Continue reading Sunday, September 28 →

I’m so talented. I know it. I’m amazed at how I can manage to sleep anytime and anywhere I want to. I’ve been blessed with this skill that I’m in awe most of the time. I discovered this talent of mine last sem, when I would ride the mrt, sit then immediately fall asleep, then would wake up just in time when the train stops at my destination. That would be my power nap. I would sleep practically anywhere—in the library, tambayan, classroom, in the car…name it. Even with the radio blaring on or with the gossips yakking in the background. I can still sleep. Sometimes I ask myself “ is this really a blessing or a curse??” what do you guys think???

mode | busy

music | above all – rebecca st. james

Sometimes im saddened by the things I do. I know things as such are wrong but I can’t help it. I said I’m sorry. I know I’m forgiven but it’s just so hard to forgive myself. I have this irritating mood swings. It’s not normal. It’s neither abnormal. So what is it??

mode | sleepy

music | you’re my you – nyoy volante

I had nowhere to go. I decided to pass through there to do some reflection. I thought it would be serene. I expected that I would find solace but I was only scandalized. He was there. I saw him. I tried to ignore him but he just stood there. Who was he? I don’t know his name. I never want to. Too vulgar. So appalling.

I would never pass through there. Never.

No more.

No.

Ever.

Alone. Never.

mode | itchy

music | itnok

Monday, September 15

2:47 pm

I am depressed to the nth power. Nelson just died. The last time I saw him alive was last night when I checked on him before I go to sleep. I woke up to the sound of the alarm and saw him falling off the table. I tried to rescue him but it was too late. I thought it was nothing. I tried to resuscitate him. He would respond for sometime but after so many attempts, he wont anymore. I thought of bringing him to the doctor but I know he would not dare touch my Nel. Nelson was really really sick. I should have given up on him last December when I had the opportunity but I just couldn’t. Continue reading Goodbye, Nelson… →