i should be getting on that plane. bummer. i hate this feeling so much. i know i should be giving up. but man, this really sucks. i hate. boohoo.
i’m starting to hate the people responsible for this. but yeah, dont worry. this too shall pass. i can’t stay mad at them for so long. and because of what’s happening, i more than want to buy the things i’ve been wanting to buy just so to make me happy.
i just dont get it.
now, every word pierces through heart. i feel so lonely. this is weird.
no amount of encouragement and explanation will make me understand. nevah.
i just hope it’s saturday already. sigh…