I am not understood. I don’t understand either. I just thought that everything’s alright ‘til today. I hate it. Really. Why cant some people understand that I am just in the process called ‘waiting’? W-A-I-T-I-N-G. That’s what I’ve been doing for the past years or so. This isn’t JUST about looking for a job eh. This is about everything in my life. What’s so wrong with now? Nothing. I am just waiting for God’s perfect timing. But somehow, Some people can get really impatient with me. And I with them. And it makes me feel so irresponsible while being “so idealistic”. I am now confused as to where to go, when and how. I just want everything to be revealed right before my very eyes. But I know that’s so impossible. I’ll just try to get up and get moving. Tenenenten…Oh God, please help me.

mode | aloof

music | kirk franklin – the blood song