Why is it that waiting have to be so difficult?

The adage ‘Patience is a virtue’ seems to be a far possibility for me.

You wait…and wait…for nothing.

Every night…I cry myself to sleep.

Really.

For reasons I know not.

God. Help me.

As I take the Cross…and follow…lead me.

Take up the Cross I am so finding hard to carry.

One of these days…I might just…

might just give up….

give up…

will.no.will. not. will not give up.

Every night, I cry myself to sleep.

Every night, I cry myself to sleep.

Every night, I cry myself to sleep.

every night..every single night…

I dread the time when I have to lie on my bed…because that means I’ll have to cry some more.

When loneliness sets in…I just turn to God.

Turn to God….and still…wait.