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God is really good. Remember, I blogged about wanting Him to answer my prayer for a job, the next morning He did!!! I just didn’t tell you about it coz I wanted to make sure first. I received a call from the company whose job offer I actually turned down before because I knew I can’t do the job. Anyway, the person who interviewed me was going on a maternity leave so she was thinking of a replacement. I was so delighted because that means she must really like me. And so I went to the office for another interview, it went okay. The manager said they’d call me again and they just did yesterday. I’d start working on Monday so you might not “read” me regularly. I’d be working there for 3 months only so I’d be looking for another job after that. Atleast, I’d be out of the house. Not that I hate it here, its just that I’m beginning to get bored and I don’t wanna be wasted. The compensation is not that okay(atleast for me who’s thinking of doing some serious shopping after I get my first ‘real’ paycheck…hehe) but that’s okay. Atleast.

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There are things I know I should stop doing but I still keep on doing them. Grrrr.

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I really like the song “To the Ends of the Earth” by Hillsong. La lang.

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My back is really aching. I need help!!!

just stole this from an LJ-er…very interesting..

1. What did you do in 2003 that you’d never done before?
falling… friendstering..blogging

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i don’t remember making any resolutions..so probably I wont this new year

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E: C’mon baby…you can do this.

R : Yeah..I know I can. It’s just that some people can get really impatient with me. Seems like they expect a lot from me.

E: You think so?

R : Well yeah…it has always been that way..or so I think. Continue reading E & R →

What happened to me yesterday was so abrupt. I couldn’t explain how I felt. Maybe I was overwhelmed. Or maybe I was just shocked. Everything happened so fast. What was it? I finally got a job! No. It isn’t a 9-5 job. It’s something a lot of people dream of getting as a job(I think…a number tells me that they want that job. I’m a researcher for a TV network. (Hint:I’m a kapamilya now). But I never thought it would be that easy. It was so informal. My friend Chris just asked me to come with him because a new show will start soon and they still need a researcher. I was opting for that other position(not really) but the other researcher for the show that my friend is in backed out and needed a replacement. He then told the producer that I was with him and he(prod) said “okay”. Just that! And that was over the phone. I was like…whoa! seryoso ba to?! whats my status now? Even the new researchers aren’t still sure if they’re in or not. I just waited but didn’t really expect anything. I was really half-hearted about it but I told God that if He really wants me to be in this field, I’ll be accepted. I just told Him that. I didn’t hear from Him though. It all happened so quick. Continue reading New Job →

I am not understood. I don’t understand either. I just thought that everything’s alright ‘til today. I hate it. Really. Why cant some people understand that I am just in the process called ‘waiting’? W-A-I-T-I-N-G. That’s what I’ve been doing for the past years or so. This isn’t JUST about looking for a job eh. This is about everything in my life. What’s so wrong with now? Nothing. I am just waiting for God’s perfect timing. But somehow, Some people can get really impatient with me. And I with them. And it makes me feel so irresponsible while being “so idealistic”. I am now confused as to where to go, when and how. I just want everything to be revealed right before my very eyes. But I know that’s so impossible. I’ll just try to get up and get moving. Tenenenten…Oh God, please help me.

mode | aloof

music | kirk franklin – the blood song

I’m about to locate my mind. I think. Lord, please help me.

Weeks have passed and I can’t remember what significant things happened to me. I think none. Well, there are some that always makes me but I’m going to put that on hold(for now).
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