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Pinoy Merianda Anyone?

I just had the heartiest meal in weeks. Turon plus kwek-kwek. Yummy! I’ve been looking for something to eat but couldn’t find anything since the ref is empty. Good thing my cousin Juju brought home a pack of instant noodles for me to cook for her. My nephew Nav saw what she was anything and asked me to cook for him. So I ran to my Tita’s sari-sari store. I was supposed to buy just a pack but instead I bought two for my other cousin and 4 packs of chips for the kids. On my way home, I passed by this woman selling kwek-kwek, turon, and mais con hielo! Perfect I said to myself. Now I have something good to eat. I bought all the kwek-kwek left and 4 pieces of turon. I didn’t eat everything…just half turon and 6 pieces of kwek-kwek dipped in vinegar. While the kids were busy with their noodles, there I was enjoying mine. Good thing I bought a hundred bucks so I was able to feed myself and the kids. Today turon and kwek-kwek…tomorrow mais con hielo! Hehehe. Don’t you just love Pinoy street food. 🙂

And There Was Silence…

And there was silence….

This night sucks. While the rest of my family are staying at some hotel in Ortigas, I am all alone here at home working. Yep, WORKING! I can’t afford not to go online tonight because I am expecting a very important e-mail. Even if I can do that while at the hotel, I won’t pay P800 per hour just to connect to the Internet. Why..that’s more than half of my monthly Internet bill. I so want to be with my family but I can’t. I should have applied for a weroam or globe visibility so I can go online anytime,anywhere.

I haven’t been standing for the pat 6 hours. Save for the occasional trips to the bathroom and the kitchen. My back aches and my butt now hurts.

I am alone. Not really. My lola is upstairs sleeping. I guess I just miss this kind of solitude. I turned off the DVD because I can’t concentrate on watching “Laguna Beach”. Not only I think it’s boring but I just want silence. Barbie Almalbis is playing in the background for the past 6 hours. Hehe. I only have 10 songs on my laptop because I just transferred all 6gb of music to my desktop.

So there…Silence still….

Oh wait…Joshie’s here now. :)

Snippets of my Recent Bum-hood

A week into being a bum and a professional racketeer…I must say that I am enjoying every minute of it!Not only because I can be with my family but also because I get to do what I want any time I want. But just a week into being a bum, and I have no more moolah. Ha! I’ve got some in the bank but I’m not touching a single cent(really?) because they are all for the bills. There’s the electricity which I am sure will balloon up to a thousand coz I am online more than 15 hours everyday. The water, Internet, my celfone, and the credit cards. I don’t know how I’m gonna survive after the 15th. I just wish that my company’s HR would do a mistake again and credit my last salary. Hehe. I opted to convert my leaves to cash. I was asked if I’d like that instead of using my terminal leaves. But I thought, it’s the same whether I choose to convert or not. I’ll be getting the money anyway. The thing is, since my leaves will be converted to cash…that means I’ll have to wait for 3 months or so for my backpay. But really, I am not expecting that to happen because they also said the same thing to my former boss. Effectivity of my resignation will be on the 17th…two more weeks and I’m officially unemployed.

I have no regrets or whatsoever. The only thing that I’ll miss are the people…my team especially. I am not sure if they’ll ever be the same again. I know there will be a lot of changes and most of them are not happy. I wish their new manager would have the balls to fight for them like I did. But don’t worry guys and girls, I’ll never forget you. Wink wink.

On to more trivial stuff, I bought a Dlink wireless router yesterday because my LAN cable won’t work anymore. Now…we have wifi in the house! Ohkay…it’s still unsecured so I am sure a lot will be able to use it. My brother still hasn’t figured it out. Sheesh. Now I am here at my parent’s room sans the ever unreliable LAN cable. I said before that I can live without wifi for now but the scorching summer heat!. I can’t stay in my room that long because I’m afraid I’d die of heat stroke. I still don’t have airconditioning…by choice. It’s so easy to buy one but I am not sure if I can pay for the electricity

Graveyard Still

It’s 4:49 am and I still couldn’t sleep. Screw graveyard shifts! Thank God that this is gonna be my last week at work. I can hear the roosters…

And besides, my room is such an eyesore. It has become a huge trashcan. I took a picture of my computer table-slash-cabinet-slash-trash-can-slash-whatever.


See? Eyesore. I haven’t even changed my bedsheet so how I can sleep peacefully. After this entry, I promise to sleep. Try to sleep.

So that’s Kitchie on my desktop. It’s my brother’s doing. I think she’s his ultimate celebrity crush. Bleeech. Desperate Housewive’s DVD. Leopard digicam pouch. Memory card reader. Polly the Mini. Lucy the Shuffle.Digory. Some boxes. Some cds. Unread books. Joshie’s grad pic. Baboy speaker. Some candle. And of course, my uber bulok Red Fox pc.

And oh, there’s also a feminine liner, a comb, and thick dust. Haha.

Guess what’s my favorite item? Leave a comment and if you got it right, I’ll give you a prize. Hehe.

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Bummed Out

It’s official. I’ll be a bum after this week. I can’t wait to just stay at home and enjoy my summer to the fullest. But since I have no moolah to spend and just spend, I am listing down things I want to do starting next week:

So….

  • go to Baguio with my officemates! I am crossing my fingers that I’d still have enough money. Sheesh.
  • clean my room. again. and the living room, and my parents’ room, and the kitchen. spring cleaning..err summer cleaning
  • learn to create wordpress themes. yeah baby…i will try my best.
  • and create customized multiply themes. of course, after i learn how to do WP. wish!
  • blog everyday!!! i will try..promise…to try..hehe..
  • update my website..and promote it..
  • have a regular devotion…i have no excuse this time.
  • hit the gym!!! that is …if i can still afford to pay the membership fee…if not…jog early in the morning…or walk the dog..haha!
  • minister…again. and yes, i also have no excuse this time.
  • do some freelance. more like…work full time..at home..:p
  • watch my diet. please.
  • spend atleast an hour watching dvd everyday. i’ll buy as much as many dvds when i get my last salary.
  • go online 24/7. hahaha. just wait til i get my next bill.
  • be with my joshie. since we’ll both be jobless next month, now we have no excuse to be together. all i need is an internet connection and my macbook with me…yes, even when i’m with him. can’t afford to go offline.haha.
  • update my multiply. regularly.
  • read read and read. i have a handful of books i haven’t finished or even started reading. will read promise.
  • sleep early. yeah right.
  • etc etc etc…

I can’t wait really. I’m a bum, I’m a bum! Yay!

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Hear Me Roar

Justice Secretary Raul Gonzalez made a statement the other day that UP has been a breeding ground for destabilizers and naked runners. Reading the article here made me reflect on how UP has educated me. Somehow, there is truth to this as UP students and graduates…even government officials from the state university are always at the forefront of rallies. My school is famous for having ‘tibak’ students. Having such strong personalities, intelligence, and the courage to fight for what we think is right, we are often misunderstood as deviants.

UP education has taught its students..me, especially to be pro-active…to fight for what is right, express ourselves, speak up, and simply do what we think is best for the country and good of the greater men. I firmly believe that UP has a lot to do with the way I am now. In my own “little” ways, I am somewhat like those who tend to go against the norm. Though when I was in UP, I was never an ‘aktibista’. I never joined any rallies because I did not want to take any risk. I mean..it’s UP. Even if I wanted to join I just couldn’t because I didn’t have the heart to sacrifice comfort and never would I want to be sent to jail if worse comes to worst. I was such a baby in school. Too timid and lazy to fight with those who fight for the common people. But my ideologies…my principles…and my ways…they still are very much like most UP students.—deviant most of the time, aggressive, highly idealistic, expressive, and restless.

Didn’t most of the officials running our contry nowadays graduate from UP? Those who have been successful, bad, and aggressive are all from UP. And those who are quiet and obviously do not know what they are saying are from, what some CMC professors would desribe as “others”. I do not need to enumerate them. The country still looks up to UP as the premier university. And the students, I still believe, are the best. The only problem is that we do not have enough resources that is why students from other private universities are now highly favored,estemmed,given better opportunities, and higher salaries.

I admit I am a destabilizer in my own little ways. I have the tendency to often stand up for what I think is right even if others think otherwise. I have a reputation to always snap at people when I know they are wrong. I am what I am. I express my opinions more often now than in school. So much for analyzing and rationalizing this, I always look for reasons and explanations to satisfy my soul.
I am always being scolded at by parents because I talk back. I write e-mails to those in authority. I ask for explanations from people. I ask about the point of paying for gravy when its for take out when they’re supposed to be giving it for free. I ask why a small package can’t be included in a larger item to be gift-wrapped for free at SM. I ask questions. I seek for reasons. Almost always, I look at the bad side of things. I am not afraid to disagree with the options presented. I do not accept a simple sorry without sound explanations. I always send an e-mail the most inefficient department at our company. I tell those people older than me when I don’t like what they have done(of course with respect). Perhaps the only things I have not done are to investigate, check with SEC or BBB, sue a company, and rally.

Such actions may be deemed inappropriate. I know. A lot of people has been reprimanding me. My family thinks that I am always looking for trouble. The heck, there is trouble everywhere. The problem with the Filipinos, the world even, is that they do not know when to speak up. They simply go with the current and become oblivious to the hurtings. I’ve always been a hater of injustice. In a big or small world, there is injustice that ought to be changed. The world would not be an interesting place to live in though if everything is fair and beautiful.

Destablizers. Naked runners. Justice Gonzalez sees UP as mere enemies.

I doff my hat to them because they initiate the running of naked people… That’s also one kind of culture that they develop there,” he said,

There is a indeed culture that is uniquely UP. I am most proud of that. He simply does not understand that the Oblation Run is an expression of freedom and not an opportunity for mere exhibitionists. Hear that–NOT.

“They should consider the fact that the state is the one paying for their schooling. Why fight the state? Why try to bring it down. I think some degree of gratitude should be there also,” he said.

I am forever grateful to my UP education. Grateful to the kind of person I am now. Gonzalez, however, should bear in mind that those people at the forefront are not always fighting the state. These people are not simply bring the state down because what they are doing is for a greater cause. That is, for corrupt to know that they are being watched and that they are not gonna get away with whatever mysteries they are doing.

In my own little ways I am expressive. I do not care what others might think of my actions that’s why I always get in trouble. I hop from one argument to another and I never get tired. I guess it is just desire to quench my thirst for answers. Seeking for explanations. Wanting to be heard….proudly Peyups.

February 2006

Saturday, February 25

I think I need a few drops of Eye-mo. You see, I was in front of the computer yesterday for about 17 hours. I came in to the office at 7 am , logged out at 5 pm , traveled from office to our house in less than 30 minutes, then yeah, turned on my pc and found myself again in front of the pc. So what did I do exactly in front  of it? Nothing. Just chat and read stuff …visit lame Friendster, do keyword research, conceptualize, plan, write those Bora thingie, etc. Not even the rallyists near our house had the power to stop me. I know I should be downstairs watching the news and praying that what was happening would just stop. But no I didn’t. I deliberately chose to heed to the call of my pc.

And today…guess what I did? Simple—abused my eyes more. I woke up at about 9, dragged myself out of bed, successfully stopped myself from turning on the pc, and just went downstairs. Grabbed some sandwhich, turned on the tv, popped One Tree Hill’s season 1 dvd 1, sat comfortably on the rocking chair, and didn’t stop til 4 pm! Oh yeah…I was watching DVD  for freaking 6.5 hours! I just love Saturdays!!! Maaan…when I have the TV and DVD all to myself. Well.. almost. I said I would be done after 2 DVDs but you know me…I’ll never pass up that kind of opportunity. I know I should be more cautious and save electricity more so when last month’s bill blew up by 1000 grand. My fault. A month after I ‘Smartly’ got connected..ayun. And the DVD…I think I’ve abused the player more than anyone else in the house. I have this habit of having a DVD marathon when I get home early or when its my day off(anubeh..parang katulong). Tsktsktsk…poor pc and DVD player. Can I help it if they’re my only form of entertainment nowadays?

So I’ll be on the GY shift next week…great! That means I could finish Season 1 and Season 2 of One Tree Hill and perhaps watch 3 movies in between…EVERYDAY when I get home. This is what I call LIFE…ahahahaha! Saya!

posted by: blueberry010 at February 25, 2006 19:39 | link | comments (2) |
raves

Friday, February 24
All For Love

The cry of my heart…

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love heavens cried
For love was crucfied

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Drawn near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Artist: Hillsong United
Album: Look To You
Track: All For Love

 

posted by: blueberry010 at February 24, 2006 08:41 | link | comments (1) |
the walk

Thursday, February 23

Two more weeks beybeh…2 more weeks and it’s freedom for me! Not that I’m getting out of something..Josh’ll be finishing his requirements in school then just wait to officially graduate. It’s been dificult for me these past weeks because we can’t always go out and talk on the phone for hours like we used to. Diligent as he is, he studies so hard and it just pisses me off. Mainly because I wasn’t like that during college. I wasn’t too diligent and I only studied during exams. After 10 years of being an A student, I decided not to work hard in college . But Josh is…you know..he’s not the geeky type but he’s just that…diligent and hard-working.  And man, can’t wait til he finally graduates..wink wink..

posted by: blueberry010 at February 23, 2006 21:37 | link | comments |
raves

Tuesday, February 14

 

posted by: blueberry010 at February 14, 2006 22:16 | link | comments |

I Want!

 

    The image says it all. I want an iPod Video. Last year, I told myseld
I’m never selling Polly(my mini) but I’ve been browsing through apple.com
quite a lot lately and seriously contemplating on buying one. Okay…
I’ve got no money  but I will find a way. Just like last year, I so wanted
to buy an ipod … it took me 3 months to save before
I could buy that blue mini.
Good thing my cousin went to Singapore so I asked him
to just buy it there at a lower price.
But now I don’t know…I’m willing to part with ‘her’.
Or maybe I’d just hand her over to my brother. Grabe grabe…
here I go again.
I guess I’d have to work harder and generate more kaching-kaching.

Heck..I still haven’t bought the digicam I want.

This…

 

Canon Ixus 750

 

I could die if it finally falls into my lap. Hehe.

Seriously…I so want these stuff I’m willing to do any freelance work
and sell my Havaianas pairs—not! ehehe…


posted by: blueberry010 at February 14, 2006 21:40 | link | comments (7) |

Saturday, February 11

I  wish life was simpler…I honestly don’t know what is happening to me…I hope to pull myself and get my act together..but  hey..it ain’t  that easy anymore…I used to be this girl..so vibrant..so understanding..so sensible…but now I don’t know..so many things have changed…

Moi used to be this girl that can do a lot of great things …all at the same time…now she can’t even do a simple thing the right way…somehow..she got tired of the way things were going..not even the most important people in the world can make her believe otherwise…she cries over the simplest things…cries a lot over the corniest movies..the lamest lines…and over the stupidest imaginations…

I don’t know why and how…but somehow..the old self has gone..sometimes  she visits…more often than not.. she’s dead…maybe she just got tired of doing everything she can…greatly …but unnoticed…

Sigh..

(don’t mind me…it’s just one of those days when my hormones are down and when I think that the whole world is against me..)

posted by: blueberry010 at February 11, 2006 20:58 | link | comments (3) |
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