Wednesday, December 31

Forty-nine minutes ‘til the monkeys come..er, ‘til the world becomes a year older. By the time you read this, its 2004. I’m not much ecstatic as compared to the previous years. I don’t know why. Maybe because I’m just tired. I woke up at 11 because my 2 young cousins kept on bugging me. I had to get up even if it was really really against my will. I didn’t get my 8 hour sleep because…(never mind). Went to my sister’s in-laws’ house and had lunch there together with some of our churchmates. I thought that we would just stay there for lunch but to my horror(exag!), we stayed ‘til dinner. I wasn’t so in the mood for some chit-chat so I just sat on a couch the whole afternoon and read and read and read (okay…hit me!im such a killjoy). I think I’ve already finished every magazine there is in the house.I just grabbed every reading material I saw around. And when Mr. Sleep whispered to me, I positioned myself comfortably and followed him. I woke up then realized they all left me. Oh well..sleeping is much much better… for me atleast since I was really dizzy that afternoon. I was soooooo soooo dizzy. So I really had to have some snooze for awhile. Read some more and watched Bruce Almighty on dvd. That movie made me contemplate on God’s greatness. I think I’m gonna thank Him for the year that had passed before I hit the sack. I should. We all should people. Continue reading HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! →

Christmas is over but I didn’t blog about it. I wasn’t even able to greet my readers. Anyway, its over and done. After months of anticipation, greeting Merry Christmas is already passé(atleast for the next few months). Anyway, I posted my wishlist on friendster and a few friendsters reacted that THAT list was something. Haha! That’s why it’s called a “wish” list. A wish is defined as impossible to come true. Anyway, not even a single wish came true. I just asked for a few cds, a Nokia 6600, a laptop, new car, and a diamond engagement ring!!!(+ etc,etc, etc, and etc) JUST. Hehe. Even Santa couldn’t grant them but I still wish he did. (wink wink) Continue reading Merry Christmas! →

I finally quit my job just after 6 days. It wasn’t a painful decision. I was actually glad that I’m out of it. I shouldn’t have accepted it in the first place. I knew it wasn’t for me. I just thought that maybe God was just bringing me there, yeah, for a reason. And that I think was to make me realize that I’m really not for TV. Ha! I never did get myself excited about it. In fact, I just felt so indifferent. I knew from the start that that wasn’t a good decision because I committed to so many things but then I accepted it. I didn’t even pray hard about it. I just told God that if it really was for me, I would be accepted it. And so it did it happen. Who was I to set for myself and God a condition? I think it should have been Him. Continue reading I quit… →

…then suddenly it became your fault. why do some people blame things on you when in fact it is them who forgot to do what was supposed to be done?? they make you feel guilty. they’d tell you you have no right to answer back. they think you’re snapping at them. but you’re just airing you’re side. coz you’ve learned to be proactive. you were educated to question. people just think you’re rude. now tell me, what do you think you’re doing??? who do they think they are??? why is life sometimes like this???

i miss blogging. every time i experience unusual and even trivial things i just “blog” in my mind. and when im in front of the computer, i just forget what im supposed to write about. bad. sayang. oh well. i still have lots of time. im still a bum and enjoying every minute of it. really. i am happy. always. somebody always puts a smile on my face. i am loved. loved by my Father. Continue reading I miss blogging →

I always thought that man needs to measure up into the standards of God. I always knew that doing good works could bring me to paradise. Through the many years I have been a Christian, I have learned that it is through God’s grace that I am saved from hell. God takes me as I am. I can come as I am even without putting a front or changing a bit of me. It is He who has the power to change me—that’s the grace of God.

I took me years to really grasp the meaning of grace because it is more than mercy and forgiveness. There is more to grace than those things. …to be continued…

mode | in love

music | double drive – imprint

God, you are so good. I am overwhelmed by all that you are. I thank you for all the years I’ve lived on this planet. I’m in awe. No words can exactly describe your goodness. You’re a God..that’s just it.You’re God. There is God. There is You.

OMG! ayoko nang ganito!!!!waaaaah!this is killing me!!

have nothing to do so i’ll just post this…part 1 of the 67 questions i stole from kuya glenn’s blog.. Continue reading 67 questions →

I’m mabait. i think I am. as compared to those kids who give their parents nothing but problems. I just don’t wanna be ms. goody-two-shoes. i mean, I’m not satisfied with the way I am now. I’m not perfect. I know that. ask my best friends about how naughty I can be. ask my parents how rude I can be. ask my sister how I always snap at her. ask my brother how bossy I can get. ask my Father how filthy I am!!! people don’t know me that well, only my Father in heaven knows the real me. of course, that’s just one of His awesome characteristics. Continue reading Saturday, November 15 →